(sigh) I just CANNOT get in the Christmas spirit this year...and that is VERY odd because I am usually Ms. Christmas. I usually decorate the house with 2 trees, lighted garland everywhere, my favorite antique ornaments, santas, reindeer etc everywhere. I think if our foster child was not here this year the tree would still be in the attic.

As it stands it is now 8 am on Christmas Eve and I have wrapped 2 packages. I do NOT want to do it. Bridget and Cindy wrapped their stuff they purchased last night. I tossed around the idea of just tossing out the presents Christmas morning with tags on them for who they were to but the girls hurt look on their faces told me I might want to reconsider.

(sigh) again.

So here I sit blogging. hahaha

I don't know why this year is different. It is going to be great watching our 4 year old open presents, help bake the birthday cake for Jesus etc. I have been off my medication ( not anything for schizophrenia or anything like that thank YOU!) and I now wonder if that is part of it.

I guess I had better get off my butt.