I just re-read my entry about my Priorities and I have made some progress. I knew this would not be an overnight change. But I am getting there.

Last night what I learned hurt me more than anyone has ever hurt me. So I let that person know. After I called bawling my eyes out, I hear .................................nothing.......................that's right nothing. Then I lost the call. So I waited for a call back. I thought AT LEAST Bryan would get a call. Nothing.

I know I have said this before but that is it. I am NOT going thru this person dying the Smoker's Death. Been there. Done that. Dad, Mom, Mark, Uncles and Aunts - aaaalllll same thing. coff coff coff hak hak hak "oooohh if only I had KNOWN this was going to kill me!" they say.

They know.

And apparently she wanted me to know OR at the very least wanted me to find out indirectly since she did it right in front of my 5 year old. So that's it. In one year and 7 months I will be free of the disappointment. Free of someone hiding or pitching stuff that belongs to me (like the CIPS bill...) Free of being ignored! Able to walk into a room and not be hated. I can have my house back

My LIFE back!

I cannot wait!
Reen